I have been away for almost two weeks now. My apologies to those who actually come onto my website to find a read. I give you my word, things will be changing and I will have a new post for you every Monday. Truth is, I have been going through quite a whirl wind over on my end. One thing that I always do, is when I sit down to write for you, I make sure I am in a great state of mind. I am calm, I am positive and I am ready to make you smile. And possibly along the way tell you a story in which you can take something from it. I feel as if we all have times in our lives where we feel like we have this negative little cloud following us, and as much as we try to run from it, it always seems to catch up. However, I do everything in my power to stay strong and not let anything bring me down. As always, I am completely open and honest with my posts, so thats what I’ll do here for you. In these past two weeks, I have started school at FIDM. Holy Moly, it is different then any other college experience I have ever had, its so fast paced, a bit stressful, I’m commuting to downtown LA, the people are different, I’m possibly one of the older ones there, but don’t get me wrong I love it. I plan on making the most out of this opportunity I have been given and finish in a year and a half as I have planned. Through it all, my relationships are being affected by me being stressed and so busy. This is where I get to todays question. Would you slow down your life in order to please those relationships around you? Ever since I can remember I have been the type of person where I am go-go-go. Yes a lot of people say “Oh I was like that when I was younger, you’ll change as the years go by”. However it’s different for me, I know myself, I know that I will always be this type of person. I am a workaholic, I am a goal chaser, and during all this I am able to hold lifelong relationships if those people can understand and accept this personalty of mine. There have been times where I need to let people go, because they are unable to understand this lifestyle of mine. For a while I wondered, “Is it me?” Am I wrong, or “crazy” for living this way? Until just these past few days I have come to the conclusion that no, there is nothing wrong with my way of living. There is nothing wrong if you want to have it all. In fact, I have admired women who seem to have it all in my opinion. I know it is possible, women who have a career, a passion, a craving for knowledge, a partner, and friends and family who love them. That to me is having it all, and ever since I was 15 I have been repeating to myself….”You can do anything.” I believe we can do anything we want, I believe we all have a path drawn out for us, and it is our responsibility to meet every point we are supposed to meet. I will not stop, I will not slow down and I will continue to be the best version of me possible. I hope you are able to follow your path and become the best version of yourself as well. *group hug to you all
ps i have been exploring some beautiful mountains lately and snapping lots of pictures for you so stay tuned for those as well
hugs and kisses
xox,
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