Over the last 10 months of having this blog, I have come to realize that it has become more than just me taking pictures of myself wearing clothes and talking about it. I knew from the very beginning that this was going to be more than that for me. In fact, I wanted more of the focus to be on my writing. The fact is, that writing for me is therapeutic, it has been and probably will be the best way that I am able to communicate with other people. Ask me to make a speech and I will start shaking, palms will get sweaty, heart races a million times per second and I have the sudden urge to freak out. I am not at all exaggerating either, however ask me to write you a 10 page paper and I will gladly write it for you. Ever since I could remember I have kept journals, I got seriously into it at the age of 15. I received a journal as a gift and in it I wrote every special moment, every heartbreak, every dream, and every moment that I wanted to remember. As I have gotten older, I have realized that writing in fact is my passion in life. How lucky am I? I found it!!! I want to be known, respected, and remembered, for my words…..my writing. When I am complimented on my writing, I swear to you it means the world to me. Thats what this has been for me, a virtual journal that I have chosen to share with those who are willing to take time out of their day and read about whats going through my mind. Now, I want to ask you, do you believe in magic? I was just reminiscing right now on all the people that have come in and out of my life in the past 22 years. Some have come, and stuck around. Others have come, left their mark and left. There are quite a few who have truly formed me into the lady that I am now. Each time that someone leaves my life, I go out to a quiet area and I just try to understand, why? Why did this person cross my path. What lesson was I to learn? Did i leave a positive mark on their lives? I’ve learned that this helps me ease the pain of loosing that friend, companion or love. I asked if you believe in magic, because I do. Magical moments are rare, but when they are captured in your life, they have the potential to stay in your heart forever. Everyone’s definition of what magic is, differs. For me, magical moments is when a spark is fired between two human beings. Ask yourself what that word means to you. What are some magical moments that have happened in your life?
xox,
